A day in the life Of Vi-Ness
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
I never knew people still used livejournal.... I completely forgot I ever had one... I'm sooo consumed in my myspace.... UGH!!!! I've come to the realization that the internet ruins lives.... I mean yes, it is useful, but DAMN it takes up my entirety... I've realized that when I got home I went straight to the comp, and here I still am, in the same clothes.... I've been on the internet all day.... this needs to change!!!! UGH!!!!
Current mood:  annoyed
Thursday, August 25, 2005
so far i like my classes, but maybe my chem class is a lil boring considering i felt sooooo sleepy in that class. I love science but waking up this early for it is a pain in the butt. *sigh*
Current mood:  blah Current music: just the girl - The Click ive
Monday, July 25, 2005
Hello livejournal, it's been sooo long since i've take the time to write in you. It's been a hard 2 semesters in college, things have happened that i have both loved and hated, thing i've enjoyed, and things i've regretted doing. As of now.... I am still one lonely single BITCH, and i guess i don't mind it anymore, I seriously after my previous encounter with the almost hot guy, have come to jsut be done with men. I seriously don't wanna deal with them right now. I just got my first real job! something not owned by the family! finally.... I'm excited to be starting a real job, it's exciting. UGH! another week of school, and i'm slowly failing pre-calc.... which is soooo sad.... it seems soooo easy, but the way the professor words his test questions, they completely boggle my brain. n-e-ways i'm gonna try to start venting out my feelings on here, but i love you guys who still have me as a friend on their livejournal ha ha ha.
Nite
Vi - formerly known as "Victor" eiw...... such a masculine name.... Vi(Vee) fits me sooo much better
here's me now
Current mood: blah Current music: You'll just never know - 702
Saturday, March 5, 2005
11:03AM
NAT! You ARE soooo wrong! I STILL HATE MEN! and NO it did not last for a week, it's been over a week and i still feel the same! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL THOSE ARROGANT PRICKS CAN DIE AND ROT AND BE RIPED APART CONTINUOUSLY AND BURN IN THE FUCKING CESPOOLS OF HELL!!!!!!! OK maybe not all men.... but the majority of them..... 'cause they're STUPID!!!!!!!!!!
n-e-ways
NEWSNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I GOT MY BRACES OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOOK UBER DIFFERENT! IT'S ALL SLIMY AND WEIRD, AND I'M JSUT NOT USED TO IT!!!!!!!! eiwie!!!!! n-e-ways yeah.....
Men...... (majority) JUST DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!
my new look...... TOTALLY WEIRD!!!!!!!!
Current mood: blah Current music: Boulevard of Broken Dreams-Greenday
Saturday, February 26, 2005
3:13PM
GOodness this was an extremely long survey!
here's a lil glimpse
[ Current Worry ] that i will never find a good enough man to spend my life with, and that i should jsut end all wanting men overall and jsut moveon with my life with my future child and my family and friends...
Social Life:
01. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no.... don't need one... men are vil
02. If no, current dating partner: none... evil...men are evil!!!!!
03. Hobbies: singing, making clothes, eating with friends
( rest of the quiz )
Current mood: okay Current music: Addicted - Kelly Clarkson
Friday, February 25, 2005
Current mood: bitchy Current music: GONE - Kelly clarkson
FUCK ALL THE MEN OUT THERE WHO ARE ARROGANT PRICKS. PUH-LEASE YOU ALL WALK AROUND THINKIN' UR "THE SHIT" WHEN LITERALLY YOU ARE SHIT.... PSH....... I'M TIRED OF U GUYS AND UR FUCKING IDIOTIC EGOS, YOU ARROGANT MEN ALL THINK WITH UR FUCKING PENIS HEAD AND NEVER SEEM TO USE UR GIVEN MIND!!!!!! THAT'S WHAT IT'S THERE FOR!!!!!!
I AM SOOOOOOOOO DONE WITH MEN! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current mood: bitchy Current music: THE SOUND OF MY ANGER - VI
I've been trying this thing lately where I'm trying to forget about guys in all. I mean making friends is fine, but it's just friends and nothing more. It's hard. I've had so many crushes at school, and in the gay world it never really works out because in the end, they don't like u or they're str8, It's just AH! I'm making stupid fantasies with people I barely know and then get crushed in the end, hence the term "crush" cause u usually get crushed in the end and it sucks. But now that I realize it, i'm just done with it I'm done. Looking for guys is tooo much trouble and I should just give up. NO it doesn't mean i'm gonna be str8 or anything like that. LOL. HA HA HA. but yes I'll still be me, just not really wanting a guy right now. I'm just gonna let him come to me, and if NOT o-well then, I'll be in search of a surrogate mother soon enough when I'm 25 and I can love my baby and forget men all in all. I still love men, and the thought of them will always linger in the back of my mind, but for now, I must not care, and just live life and be silly. Plus! it's sooo true what they say, when ur looking for them they don't come to you, and when u don't.. they do! It's weird like that, but I'm going to try and test this theory. MEN/GUYS, I'm DONE with u, over, fin, AH! but if u wanna be friends that's totally fine, i'm always open for makiing friends.
But yes this is me complaining, I have barely written anything on livejournal and here I go on fucking complaining. *sigh* o-well. It's late at night, and I can't sleep. I slept at 8:00 and woke up at 2:30 so yeah I think I slept well so far.
Current mood: blah Current music: GONE - Kelly Clarkson
I though that I had seriously lost the only pictures I had of me when i had my wisdom teeth removed and looked like a chipmunk. I thought they were erased from my comp when i had a virus, but nope!!!! I FOUND THEM and now i can share them with u guys for ur viewing and laughing pleasure, cause i look utterly, and completely MISERABLE LOL!!!!! compare from then to NOW!
BEFORE
AFTER
Current mood:  awake Current music: angles or devils - dishwalla
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male |
Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
Current mood:  gloomy Current music: goodby again - vertical horizon
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
11:08AM
Current mood: blah Current music: moonlight sonata - beethoven
Sunday, January 16, 2005
1:38AM
You Are 20 Years Old |
20
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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Monday, January 10, 2005
3:42PM
****************Have You Ever???*****************
1. Been kissed: yes......
2. Done drugs: once i smoked week... and stupid cousin gave me E to take as a headache pill.... fuck him.. and I drink....
3. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: eh he he..... yes..... damn those trans fats
4. Had sex: once......... only once..... and i only do it in a relationship so i ain't no HO!
5. Been on stage: yeppies.... talent shows... choir shows.... yeah......
6. Been dumped: noppies
7. Has someone been unfaithful to you: not that I know of
8. Gotten drunk: he he he..... yes.... LOL
9. Been to a concert: hm........ like 2 in my entire life
10. Loved someone so much it made you cry: of course! my mommy! and friends
11. Cheated on a test: um..... no.... *twitches* OK YES! I ADMIT IT I did!!!!
12. Bought something and then saw it cheaper somewhere else: yes... it sucked ass!
13. Stolen something: eh he he..... yes.... CANDY! from people
14. Stalked someone: no.........
( rest of the quiz )
Current mood:  bored Current music: Soldier - Destiny's Child
Sunday, January 9, 2005
Current mood:  silly Current music: my laughter
Saturday, January 8, 2005
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Current mood:  anxious Current music: anticipated- Vi Le
Tuesday, January 4, 2005
Saturday, January 1, 2005
so many tragedies..... we shouldn't be celebrating, but mourning the loss of thousands.... 117,000 people have passed due to the tsunami in asia, 125 have passed due to the fire in a club..... hella sad and this poem I just read EVEN more sad:
Mommy... Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!
But Mommy, when I went school that day,
I never said good-bye,
I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot
the gun, He hit me and another,
And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,
And please tell Chris; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my
wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first,
I'm no better than the rest.
Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass.
Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves this,
Mommy, warn the others, Mommy I left without a kiss.
And Mommy tell the doctors; I know they really did try,
I think I even saw a doctor, Trying not to cry.
Mommy, I'm slowly dying, With a bullet in my chest,
But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest. Mommy I ran as fast
as I could,
When I heard that crack, Mommy, listen to me if you would,
I wanted to go to college; I wanted to try things that were new,
I! guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo.
I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,
I wanted to be an actress, Mommy, I wanted to live.
But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,
Mommy, tell my Chris, I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date.
I love you Mommy, I always have, I know; you know it's true, And Mommy all
I wanted to say is, "Mommy, I love you."
****In Memory of The Columbine Students Who Were Lost****
Please if you would,
Pass this around,
I'd be happy if you could,
Don't smash this on the ground.
If you pass this on,
Maybe people will cry,
Just keep this in your heart,
For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye."
Current mood: numb Current music: slipped away - Avril
Friday, December 31, 2004
here i am.... just sitting here..... i'm just gonna spill out thoughts.... um..... this year.... i never had a bf..... damn i must be fucking UGLY and hideous..... but i'm sure i'm not the only one who spent it lonely..... I dunno..... my depression is kinda picking up again.... I hate being alone... Ia ctually wanna go abck to school.... um... lets make some new years resolutions.....
1. Stop eating tooo much candy.... I already ahve too many fillings... and i'm scared of gettin diabetes....
2. Stop wanting a bf... in time he will come..... hopefully
3. As much as I try every year to do this.... STOP PROCRASTINATING!!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna try really hard
4. Make more friends
5. Eat less of my favoritest food int he whole world.... ICE CREAM!!!!!!
6. Stop thinking of food tooo much!!!!! and bois..... this is IMPOSSIBLE
7. Stop being so afraid and just do whatever comes to mind.... I'm SOOOOOOOOO FUCKING INDECISIVE IT'S STUPID!!!!!!!
and stuff.... I ono.... New Years Ever.... and I'm spending it sitting on my lazy ass at home.... this reeeks with suckiness!!!!!!!
Current mood: disappointed Current music: Look What You've Done - Jet
8:27PM
I'm stealing this quiz from Cole he he he
best _____ of the year:
1. party: to be honest.... i haven't really been to parties this year.... i guess nicole's lil bowling party....
2. show: Charmed! I LOVE that show!
3. cd: Keane.... really good mellow music
4. movie: hm.......... um......... the most beautiful movie i've seen this year was Hero.... it was amazering.... best movie so far was..... I have no idea..... Hero ?
5. song: Lose my Breath- Destiny's Child, Til I get over you - Michelle Branch, Breakaway and Since You've Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson, HollaBack Gurl - Gwen
6. experience: Graduating Highschool, and entering college
7. concert: I have none that I have been to
8. book: Memoirs of a Geisha- Arthur Golden, and The DaVinci Code - Dan Brown
9. month: November
10. day: my b-day he he he.... Justine made me feel speacial.... something I haven't felt in a while
worst ____ of the year:
1. party: none...........
2. show: the mullets.......
3. cd: Ciara's...... only like 3 good songs....
4. movie: Darkness
5. song: hm..........um....... I ono can't think right now
6. experience: not doing anything for NYE *sigh*
7. concert: haven't been to any so I can't say
8. book: Confessions of an Ugly Step Sister by Gregory Maguire..... it wasn't that good....
9. month: December
10. Day: don't know
hopes for 2005:
1. predict something that you think will happen in 2005?: um..... go to school.... maybe find a bf? hopefully.....
2. what do you hope changes about your country?: the war and the fighting..... the anti gay marriage laws.... I wanna get married!!!!!! damnit.....
3. what do you hope for yourself?: to be more self-confident.... i always feel shitty about myself, even now....
4. what do you hope for your family?: I hope the best for my family.... I hope my mommy gets everything she wants, and My little brother.... for all his hopes ta come true because he has such a bright future bein' the smart ass he is, and my daddy.... i hope he becomes more of a daddy.... stop doin' some of the things he does to my mom and make her feel more like a wife, instead of bein treated like nothin'.... but most wives feel that way..... and for my lil Baby... my lil doggy CoCoa.... I hope she gets skinny...... My cousin...... I hope her stress level goes down and she finds a god man and stop listening to all the fortune bullshit tellin' her everythin's gonna go down the drain..... and My Aunt..... she's greedy, I hope she gets what she wants..... and my lil doggies here in the city... Chi-Chi and Ni-Ni..... ChiChi to shut the fuck up... and Lil Ni-Ni to be healthy and strong, and a lil chubbier....
5. what do you hope for your best friend?: I hope the BEST for Justine... for all her dreams to come true.... for her to get a respectful loving man who will love her for HER because that's all that mattersfor her mom to stop makin' her feel like poopie sometimes like my mommy sometimes makes me feel, and to have a good career and successful future
during 2004:
1. where were you when it began?: I was at a rave.... which was OK
2. did you stay up?: yeah i did.
3. what was your new year wish?: to find a respectful boyfirend.... that NEVER happened
4. how many boy/girlfriends?: NONE at all *sigh*
5. break ups?: non
6. have any crushes?: nope....
7. care to mention names?: I don't have any to mention
8. new friends?: yes.... to name some.... Evelyn, Kathryn, Jessica, Erin, Casey, Bina, Lisa, Joleen, Minerva, Katie, Chris, Lindsay, Armand, AlJo, the gurl, Eli, Nancy, Tim, Terry, Cynthia, Anna, Nick, Reconnected with.... Thuy, Jill, Priscila, Pearl
9. had to say goodbye?: yeah..... *cries*
10. missed anyone?: yep lots
11. win anything?: i don't remember
12. best place you went to?: SF
13. worst place you went to?: Marin
14. happiest moment?: um..... hangin' with mai gurls
15. how was your birthday?: fun..... just me and justine...
16. best present?: a picture frame from justine, and cousin
Current mood:  mellow Current music: Keane - seomwhere onl we know
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
yeah......... I gots a new name he he he
Current mood:  good Current music: look what you've done - jet
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